a selfish little girl
sometimes I feel
like stopping and apologizing cause
I am just a human, I can't be perfect
I try my best
whenever I am happy, you just pull me down
call me selfish and turn around
I am just a teen, what do you expect me to do?
be your perfect little queen?
when I dress up, I am girly
when I dont, I need to be!
when she is moody, no one cares
but when I am moody, everyone's world seems to change
you got so much to say,
well I got too
I just keep it in
cause I care about you
you compare me to her?
the one you called an idiot yesterday?
well that doesn't hurt me, cause my heart is already in grave
it's easy to talk when there is a lot on your mind,
but taking it put on me is not very kind!
you hug me and are sweet to me
but sometimes you can really be
the one who made me cry
and who made my throat feel dry.
please i am sorry
for not being myself sometimes
but does anyone even know me?
or is it a fake image you created in your mind?
fake things are perfect
cause well, they are an imagination
but I am real, I know for sure
the problem is,
I live in an imaginative world
I hope everyone will like me
and that people change
I try to be brave and wish
what they said will fade away
but your words made a crack in my heart
word is a weapon, a sword or a poisonous dart
so you just hit me, right here!
oh I am sorry,
I forgot you can't see,
but I don't care
cause after all,
I am a selfish little girl
I beg you,
pls don't hurt me anymore